yep. sad to say. but some one i let get too close to me and my things ended up abusing their power and deleting my revspook.com site, the excrement blog, the q&a blog i started with anas f khan, and my wu xing kung fu blog. so… i don’t have much of a heart to go back to the old wordpress version of the daily excrement. so i decided id just start another blog, by another name and yeah. my crazy shit. this’ll be where you can see it all – http://hex30.wordpress.com/

cheers.

pat c.

oh yeah, if your wondering why its called ‘the oriole,’ its because to find a name for it i did an i-ching roll and i got hexagram 30, sometimes called ‘the oriole.’

the Daily Excrement has a NEW home folks: http://excrement.revspook.com/

yey! finally! my OWN site! woot!

NEW WU XING KUNG FU SITE:

http://wxkf.revspook.com

(*trying to get back in the swing of things*)

spent sometime today scripting out an old friends music myspace page,

thought i’d give her a little plug here…

right…

HERE: http://myspace.com/rovenclover

p.s.

the Belladonna song is about yours truely.

me!

hee!

started a new project with an old friend…

called: “Q&A w/ Mr. Logic & Mr. Dream.”

check it out here: http://logicdreams.wordpress.com

i made a folder of 140 bpm 8 measure loops 04/02/09 for Dr. Tedley to grab and use to kick off a new tune for us, it’s been awhile since we made music ‘together’ and alot of you have been ‘booping’ me constantly about when we’re dropping a new song. well this morning i got a message from Dr. T about a little something he made with those loops and stuff. it’s titled: “Magic at Twilight.” it’s (mix1, and looks like its destined to be a Bubble Chamber tune,) so who knows, it may aquire a few more layers, but as far as im concerned its complete. took me back to those old ‘roller rink’ days of young clunky love on wheels and in dark corners fishing for that first kiss. i uploaded this mix because i want to share it with you out there who keep asking us for new music. so here it is: http://glitchgore.com/ex.dwnld/magic_at_twilight_mix1.mp3

enjoy.

“WE WILL BE ANGELS ONE DAY, IF WE DONT LOSE OUR DREAMS.”

-from the 61st page of a first addition Hermann Hesse – “My Belief.”

my friend and i are discovering OLD forgotten messages to one another in old books, and old boxes, … this is truth. this is beauty right? this is light?

right?

but im still sleeping with ghosts,

do angels sleep with ghosts?

do angels sleep with anyone?

do angels sleep?

~

s p e c i a l K in my v a - i’n(S) = X

X =

cry

cry hard

cry loud

let

your

body

hit

the

ground

english sumer rains seem to last forever

im in the basement

your in the sky

im in the basement baby

drop

ON

B Y E

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

S T A R T

*again*

“one could be ruined by it, or go mad, or succumb to suicide. but in certain circumstances one could also invent wings, create gods.” – Hermann Hesse 1918

April 24, 2009
Twelve steps of life
Page 118

“I will have the wisdom to use the Twelve Steps in my life, and the courage to grow in my recovery I will practice my program to become a responsible, productive member of society. “

Before coming to Narcotics Anonymous, our lives were centered around using. For the most part, we had very little energy left over for jobs, relationships, or other activities. We served only our addiction.

The Twelve Steps of Narcotics Anonymous provide a simple way to turn our lives around. We start by staying clean, a day at a time. When our energy is no longer channeled into our addiction, we find that we have the energy to pursue other interests. As we grow in recovery, we become able to sustain healthy relationships. We become trustworthy employees. Hobbies and recreation seem more inviting. Through participation in Narcotics Anonymous, we help others.

Narcotics Anonymous does not promise us that we will find good jobs, loving relationships, or a fulfilling life. But when we work the Twelve Steps to the best of our ability, we find that we can become the type of people who are capable of finding employment, sustaining loving relationships, and helping others. We stop serving our disease, and begin serving God and others. The Twelve Steps are the key to transforming our lives.

Just for Today: Through abstinence and through working the Twelve Steps of Narcotics Anonymous, our lives have become useful.